On a happier note

I am trying to refrain from being grumpy and blog about my recent late nights at work. But then again, who ask me to be going to Japan and thus having to rush my cases like mad now, on top of the already high caseload? But still, I am glad that I can have the choice not to stay in this job, regardless of whether my 2 yrs contract will be extended to a permanent post or not. It is up to me to say, not the company. I am in control.

Pls support my sis' show at 9pm. It is ending soon in the coming week. I am certain that everyone finds this show an entertaining one, the stories are so close to Sporeans' heart. Thank you to those who have given me positive feedback about my sis. Afterall, she is just a newbie who is trying out the entertainment industry out of curiosity to try new things and not for fame. I know my sis. She is not that kind. So let us admire her courage in trying out things that she desires and not the seemingly glamorous side of her. Pls give her your greatest encouragement and support for her future shows. :> THANKS!

(p/s Karina, sorrie that I did not have the chance to tell u abt the above update on my sis. Will send u the links to watch her shows on youtube. )

Looking forward to my Japan trip and the counting down to my last day at work. I am so so happy. Waahhaaaha.....

Do things that make you happy, if the consequences are what you can bear.

Letting go...

i have chosen to let go of certain things in my life at different stages. things, people, emotional baggage...soon enough maybe my job too.

I have let go of 1 dear fren whom we have not contacted for the past 6 mths since after you-noe-wat. I had chosen to let go not bcos the person means nothing. Its just too bothering whenever I thought of it. If you think you are who I am referring to and still reading my blog, pls contact me if you are still not petty enough to regard me as your once dear fren. tks v much.

certain qns that have always been in my mind which i have chosen to regard them as invisible has finally resurfaced once again. i have committed the same mistake it seems. it always leave me with a total sense of emptiness, insecurity and dissatisfaction at the end of the journey. I will choose to let go once and for all. Let me slap myself hard and remind myself not to fall into the trap anymore.

I believe letting go is therapeutic in the long run....though for now I have to bear with the very unpleasant repercussions in the short run.....



I have only my japan trip that i can look fwd to now....
i yearn for a prince charming to appear too....ha....fat dream....