Game Over

Somehow I knew it was a sooner or later thing.

It is meaningless to try to stay together when the recent incidents that took place just go to show that we cannot understand AGAIN why and when each other is doing this or saying that. It is recurring. It is resurfacing. It's a matter of time. I know it.

With relationship comes expectation. With expectation comes disappointment. However, he told me that he is trying not to have any expections of me.
Ling told me that if someone has no expectation of you just so because he thinks that you can never met up with the expectations, then it is no point. However, if his reason is because he thinks that you are good enough for him not to have any expectation of you, then he is the man. The former applies to me.

I try not to think and believe that this time round it is a painful decision to make as right from the start I knew very well that the old issues are still not resolved yet. As such I am trying to take it in a matter-of-factly manner.

I think my recent posts somehow reflect certain signs about my insecurity towards this relationship all along, now that I read back. It seems to make sense to me why I wrote those things at the different point of time.

My sadness will come from the fact that I have 1 less thing to look fwd to every week now as I know meeting up with him in future will not be something that I look fwd to as much as in the past when the purpose will take on a different meaning.

Friends Forever.