Experience

I realize that everything takes experience to make one feel less fearful about doing a certain thing.
May it be cooking or baking, learning a new sport, talking to strangers etc.

Let's take breakup for example.
Whenever I think of my first breakup, it send shivers to my nerves as I can still recall the somewhat similar feel of an intense stab right into my heart.

As much as I do not want to experience it again, somehow the first experience has given me the courage to face any occurance of such in the future. I just feel that I can take it anytime if it happens once again. The anticipated fear isn't as great as before.

Instead, the thought of breakup strongly reminds me the importance of friends as they are the ones who keep me company and straighten my thoughts during that time.

To all my friends who are reading this (i dun like to mention names but it's you included as long as u r reading it), I thank you for your presence and I really cannot afford to lose you guys as you ppl are my pillar of support. The thought of you ppl being around out there is already what matters dearly to me. Though it is not frequent that we meet up regularly, please don't reject my request for company when I need it badly one day.

Friendship is eternal as long as memory stays...




Sorry for being so mushy in this post.I just feel like saying this.